True happiness is not by steppin on someone else’s foot.
I got this quote from one of my friend. And somehow it knocked me on my very head.

Right now, i feel so happy. A companion from someone has made my life more colourfull and suddenly not as dark as i always complained.
He was an ordinary friend, who I didn’t even dare to think of before.
But now he becomes the only person who perhaps cares about my story, my days, my laughs, and my cries.
He who used to say "Hi" only everytime i met him, now has became the first part on my days.

Yes, I’m happy with him.
Seems like we’re fallin in love. And falling in love has always been beautiful.
Grateful for having that kind of feelings, again.

BUt..there he is..Another person who’s just terriblly injured by my happiness
Someone who used to be beside me, someone who used to abandoned me, but loving me so deep.
Someone who neglected me, and cried hard when i finally left him.
Someone who suddenly bend on his knee, asking me to comeback..

Gosh, I hate to see those tears.
I hate to watch those charming eyes, looked so fragile and wounded
I hate to listen his agonies under my bright skies todays.
I just hate to see him failed like that..

Am i being rude, when i just can’t go back to him again?
Am i being so unfair for asking him to forget me?
Am i being so cruel for choosing not to be with him?
Am i being fatally sinned for being happy above his sadness??

God, i really want to see him, back to be happy again.
And i’m sure being with me, wouldn’t be his fair happiness..
So please, give him those true happiness…

It would be my biggest hope, today..