Suddenly a certain feelings come accross my heart. I feel so much in confusion, i dont know what.

I feel pain here inside my heart, i dont know why

I feel so cold here inside my body i dont know how

I feel lost here inside my mind i dont know ..

I certainly in doubt, i know that

I certainly in a guilty feeling, i realize that

I certainly in an exhausting circle,i’m so scared of that

I just need to exhale, and when will it be

Coz as long as a human still breath there’s no way you can say time out for a break..

Is it possible exhaling means dying?